Sorry...it's been awhile....

So...My hubby hasn't smoked in,I think, 5 days...and I, being the idiot that I am, decided last nite, to quit, too...It is a hell of alot harder to quit than I thought it would be...but, I have gone almost 24 hrs, now...I just feel kinda jittery, not cranky, yet...LOL
I wonder if they make Xanax or Valium for over the counter?? Cuz I sure could use some, if not to stop the shakes...for goodness sake, I feel like Im detoxing...but, I guess really, I am....
But...this is just a quick update...I am not gonna sit here for long, it makes me want to smoke...LOL..and don't worry...Im not overeating, either...eating makes me want to smoke, too...LOL
Take care
And...to the Ass Hat that is calling me an idiot and a moron for not knowing how to spell...I DO know how to spell...but...seeing as this is MY page, I can spell things how I feel...if you don't like it, you can stop coming by any time...And, maybe stop hiding behind the Anonymous name...that is old...
And...now...take care...have a great weekend...
:)Just me

(EDIT.....Monday, September 24...I made it thru the weekend, but didn't make it past dinner last nite...AHHHHHHH well...I can never say that I didn't try...LOL..and that's about it...I failed...on to another day!!!?

MY September 11 Tribute to VINNIE CANGELOSI

VINCENT CANGELOSI...NOVEMBER 08,1970-SEPTEMBER 11, 2001


"Who You'd Be Today"

Sunny days seem to hurt the most.
I wear the pain like a heavy coat.
I feel you everywhere I go.
I see your smile, I see your face,
I hear you laughin' in the rain.
I still can't believe you're gone.

It ain't fair: you died too young,
Like the story that had just begun,
But death tore the pages all away.
God knows how I miss you,
All the hell I've been through,
Just knowin' no-one could take your place.
An' sometimes I wonder,
Who'd you be today?

Would you see the world? Would you chase your dreams?
Settle down with a family,
I wonder what would you name your babies?
Some days the sky's so blue,
I feel like I can talk to you,
An' I know it might sound crazy.

It ain't fair: you died too young,
Like the story that had just begun,
But death tore the pages all away.
God knows how I miss you,
All the hell I've been through,
Just knowin' no-one could take your place.
An' sometimes I wonder,
Who you'd be today?

Today, today, today.
Today, today, today.
Sunny days seem to hurt the most.
I wear the pain like a heavy coat.
The only thing that gives me hope,
Is I know I'll see you again some day.

Some day, some day, some day.

KENNEY CHESNEY


I have been haunted by Vinnie since the day I was assigned his name. I have, like so many others, spent alot of time trying to get information about this handsome young man. The one thing that comes up most often, tho, is how much he was loved. I knew this...He had to be loved...by at least parents...I wanted to know more...I know his parents loved him...Mary Ann, and dad Vincent...Dawn Marie, his sister, loved him. I do know that he was a godfather...to Victoria...and that his Aunt Daisy and Uncle Tom Cooper, of Staten Island...they they loved him.

Here's what a few people that loved him had to say...


My heart goes out the Vinny's family, especially his mom and dad. Vinny was a great guy, he always had me laughin! He would have been 34 years old today. Happy Birthday!
You're forever in my thoughts,
prayers and dreams, Love, Deana


VINCENT WE MISS YOU SO MUCH. I TELL YOUR GODCHILD VICTORIA IN HOW SHE MISS OUT IN SUCH A GOOD MAN. YOUR YOUR PERSONSILITY WAS THE BEST. WHEN I BAKE THOSE CAKES ON SUNDAY, THE LAUGH WE HAD IN CANARISE EVENINGS WILL ALWAYS ME REMEMBER. I PRAY EVERY SUNDAY HOPE YOUR GRANDPARENTS ARE BY YOURSIDE. I ALWAYS LOVE NEVER FORGOTTEN AUNT DAISY COOPER/VICTORIA


Dorothy R.

God bless you and keep you Vinnie,thanks for all the laughs.


Vincent worked for Cantor Vitzgerald as a bond trader. He worked in World Trade Center, Tower 1. And that was on the 105th Floor of that building. I can only pray that when the hell erupted, he had no clue what was going on, and that it was swift..I know he would've been thinking about those he loved....

I wish I had known him...He was such a handsome, funny, and just a well rounded guy. But, for now, I will honor him with my paultry words. I know I can never do him justice, but I know that when he looks down, and I know...funny, to think that he would read this...That he would be proud to be honored....


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