I'mmmmmmm baaaaaackkkkkkk.....lol

So..anyways...now that THAT is over...lol....seriously...that had to be the longest two weeks of my life...I hate not being able to go on the computer..it really sucked. I didn't mind the phone itself, cuz no one every calls me anyways, but no COMPUTER?? Good grief...

But its okay. I didn't suffer totally. I still had cable, and god forbid, MY COFFEE!! That will always be a given. Right now, its 8:30 pm, and I'm sittin at this puter, drinkin my DD cup, and trying to get caught up with all of your blogs. I don't like that some of you didn't update as often as you should've. LOL...even I found a way to check in...so what's up with that?? Yeah, I know....you guys have a life...

Well...I'm gonna to...besides what I do now..hehehehhe...I did go looking for a job, but they are few and far between....especially as I can only work certain hours, and I do alot of volunteering... I am at my son's school at least once a week, and so I decided to try to get a job within the school system...the hours are what I need, and yes I know its not alot of money, but for me...well, its like a gold mine, as I don't get paid for what I do now...so why not? I have to take a test and that will be the beginning of March, when they give it again. Then I will be a Paraprofessional. I could be a lunch lady, or a nurse in the clinic (now THAT'S scary...)or a teachers aide. I am going to try for my daughters elementary school, and then when she is done, which will be next year, move over to my nephews school. His school is the only one in my county that takes severely handicapped children, so I would love to work in his class. Then, maybe by that time, I can go back to school part time, and be a real teacher. I hope I'm not too old to start school...but then again..so what if I am?

So that's my plan. Lets just see how that pans out, tho...lol

What did I do with my time away from the puter? Not really much of anything...I had two field trips with my youngest's class....Libby, that is...They had the Brooksville Raid, which is a civil war reenactment that is done every year, very very cool, let me just say. Then her class again went to Brooksville to the Heritage Museum, just an old house with old stuff, but again, very interesting. I had a good time, and the kids were great. They behaved very well, and didn't break anything. So I was proud to be with them.
Then, I read two books. They were good. Um, they are part of a Trilogy...which pisses me off, because again, I'm reading books that I have to wait for the next book to be written before I can read it. They were Inkheart and Inkspell. The gist of the books is that a father and daughter can read things out of a book, or read themselves into a book...It was really cool, and made me want to ask anyone out there...if you could read yourself into ANY book, what would it be??
For me, I still haven't decided. I would definately go back in time, to like the days of Dragons, and Knights...that kinda stuff really fascinates me. My son thought I would go to Harry Potter world, but nope. I would definately go back in time. Any thoughts?????

So, thats my life...in a nut shell...and Sean...I HOPE YOUR OUT THERE SOMEWHERE!!!!

Don't forget, think about that book thingy...and let me know...WHERE WOULD YOU GO??

Talk to ya soon, and thanks for all the support from you guys....It made me feel really great...I love ya!!!!

:)Just me

breaking news now....lol

I am soooo sorry...i kinda just left with out so much as a fuck you, huh?...I truly didn't mean it...but for some odd reason, when you don't pay your phone bill, they tend to shut you off...go fricken figure...so, that is my sad pathetic life for ya...I had hoped to make it thru Christmas without one, either not bouncing a check, or two, not going broke so bad, that I couldn't pay the bills...well, needless to say, I didn't make either one....bounced and shut off...not that I can't bounce back, the main problem is that (besides the fact that I shouldn't have control of the checkbook..lol) my husband's boss decided out of the blue, to stop paying weekly and go to biweekly...and again, that would be okay, any other time...but there was no warning, and I was already at the point of bouncing...then no paycheck...ahhh such a sad sob story, but there it is...the cold ugly truth..I am broke, and I am up shit's creek without a paddle...at least for another two weeks....then I can get my phone turned back on.....its very tragic, no?....lol...It would have been much more exciting to tell you all that I had won the lottery and was out cruising the world, with no cares in the world...but that is it...the whole story...but I will be fine...I swear...I do want to sit in a corner and just cry...but I won't do that, cuz the REAL truth is, I did this to myself, and I just have to deal with it...so that is what I am doing...tho I have to say, I miss you guys...I really do..its weird how quickly you all became the best part of my day...and I think that helps, to know you all care...And I have to say too that since no one in my family knows I have a blog but my daughter, I can't have them check for me...so, I checked in at my sis in laws house when she wasn't home....and welll.....It is nice to know that you do care....I guess you can say that I am very private in my life, as in my family not knowing about this page...and its very hard to say here how crappy my life is right now, but I know noone is judging me....just caring about me .....and that means more to me than I can ever say...I haven't had a chance to check everyones blogs yet...but I will try to soon....and until the phone is turned back on, just know your all in my thoughts, and I will be back soon....Im off now...got some job applications to turn in....thanks for listening guys...and I love ya

:)Just me....

Hello there....

Well...it's a new year...yehawwwwww...big woop...I don't feel any different today than I did the day before yesterday...I'm still tired, I still have the same bills, and I still don't have enough money to pay them...ah well.....such is life, I guess...

Well...New Years Eve...that was an experience...That day, about 3 in the afternoon..sis in law calls...her grandfather has been sick...well they didn't expect him to make it thru the night...can I come watch Jacob?....but of course I can...lol...so me and Libby go on over...her hubby says they aren't gonna stay long..just need to say their goodbyes and all...that's fine I say....Well...needless to say...they didn't end up coming home at all...he passed away at about 4:45 the next morning...new years day...well...so that sucks...But, like I said, he has been sick for awhile..and honestly, he shouldn't have lasted as long as he did...for god's sake, if my dog was suffering like that man did, he would've been put down a long time ago...I don't know, it just aint right, ya know? But, he really is in a better place, and no longer in pain.
Me, on the other hand...I can't sleep at someone else's house...I just can't do it..lol...weird I know...but that's the way it is...SO..I played scrabble in yahoo games...I talked to people all over the world..so it was kinda cool...And I spent the midnight hour with a mom in Iowa of all places...she was an hour behind me, so she was with me, then we played until hers...she was cool...Definately the strangest new years eve I've ever had...
And, not for nothing, TV isn't all its cracked up to be in the middle of the night...There's not alot to choose from at 2 am...lol..I watched the cooking channel, of course...Iron Chef America rocks...tho its not the same as the original, voiced over Japanese Iron Chef....I love it...lol..and if I never see a diet pill commercial ever again, it will be too soon...Seriously...that was the only commercial...ever...one after the other. Yeah, I need a diet..and I have used all those pills, believe me. They don't work...But my lord, I have to say, those commercials make you want to believe...lmao...
Other than that, nothing is new...The Bucs have made it to the playoffs, I think...lol...like I said, not into sports, but they said something on the news about them winning the game, and the south something or other...SO..GO BUCS...lol...In other news, I haven't actually watched it...lol...I haven't been in the mood for news lately, and for me, that's odd...but truly I only like it when there is BREAKING NEWS NOW....hehehhehe....I'm so nosy...but what can I say.
Football is on today...so, no soaps..and I hate that...I WANT MY SOAPS...altho, they were on at 3 am....that made me happy, so I could catch up on what I had missed...lol...I am such a waste, no?:)

And that is about all on my end...I don't know, but it seems like alot of you people that read or comment, seem to have a life...No one has really updated...no one has really commented...and I have to say, I don't like it...lol.. I am bored, and you all know that I live for YOUR story's....So, get back in the groove you guys, and please...start updating...lol

I hope you all are doing wonderful..I hope you all had a safe and eventful New Years Eve...I will be glad when things get back to normal...Talk to ya all later...

:) Just me